If sometimes wasnt meant to forgotten,
no matter how hard you tried, you will still cant forget it.





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How impt am i to you?
I wish i have the courage...

我真的已经累了,我也不知道该怎么做了.
我也不知道该如何快乐起来,对于生活,我看不见好的观念.








我承认,
现在的我, 不快乐.
真的不快乐.





I'm feeling so worse inside and no one will ever know.
I'm feeling so afraid and i wish my heart were numb.
I need a hug, a hug that tells me will never leave me alone.
A hug that will let me cry everyth out.. I'm falling back.. all the way..

AlvinChongKaiLun, I ♥ You. (:
Happy 6th ! ~ Heee .

Okay, Today burst out to friends but i feel much better aft that so. Haha.

I happen to found a paper that i've copied the words from a show when i reached home. Once i saw that, i started to realise things that happen bwtn us was actu most of them are my fault. I been telling you that i promise to be a better girlf but i know i didnt really did it. I swear i was afraid in the first place, perhaps for a few days even aft you told me what does that 'thing' mean but i still believe you. (: I'm afraid i might lose you, afraid you will never forget xxx and afraid you still love xxx. Now, i will get this mindset off my mind no matter how hard. Because i know this will show that i doesnt believe you. I'm really sorry. ):


Anw, the words i've copied from the show :

爱情强求不来，
爱情勉强不来，

细心，可以让爱情长久
贴心，可以让爱情甜蜜

唯有发自内心的诚意
才是打动对方的利器




I will use action to prove that i will really try to be better.
(:





Also still for you :
Ytd i've asked you a question bout us, And you said you did feel that way.
But now, I want to tell you this,

只要我们都爱着，无论多苦都值得。








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爱情原本因该是幸福和快乐的
你在努力给我这一切，但我却一直让你失望。
我也会努力让我们的爱情幸福和快乐，
也努力让你开心，也让我们长久。













Dear, I ♥ You .
1 more week to 6th. (:

You + Me = ♥♥♥♥ because i love you ;






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Sales have been quite good for 803 lately. Anw, i wna go bangkok during jan ! anyone ? Haha. probably might be going if i found people to go tgt w. (: I don't wna go alone ! Haha. Alright, i shall go surf internet for more info bout bangkok. At least if i'm going i know whr to go for SHOPPING ! :)









No one will unds and know how i feel.
Even if i found someone talk to, i don't know whr to start.
): Sigh.... Sometimes i do hate life..
Probably, anyone just acc me and let me cry w/o asking me anything will do.

i prayed to god sth today.....

Off to chalet tmr. :)

I'm happy & excited because it's a rare chance that we have a chalet for mabel's zone! :D