Okay, Today burst out to friends but i feel much better aft that so. Haha.
I happen to found a paper that i've copied the words from a show when i reached home. Once i saw that, i started to realise things that happen bwtn us was actu most of them are my fault. I been telling you that i promise to be a better girlf but i know i didnt really did it. I swear i was afraid in the first place, perhaps for a few days even aft you told me what does that 'thing' mean but i still believe you. (: I'm afraid i might lose you, afraid you will never forget xxx and afraid you still love xxx. Now, i will get this mindset off my mind no matter how hard. Because i know this will show that i doesnt believe you. I'm really sorry. ):
Anw, the words i've copied from the show :
爱情强求不来,爱情勉强不来,细心,可以让爱情长久贴心,可以让爱情甜蜜唯有发自内心的诚意才是打动对方的利器I will use action to prove that i will really try to be better. (:Also still for you :
Ytd i've asked you a question bout us, And you said you did feel that way.
But now, I want to tell you this,
只要我们都爱着,无论多苦都值得。 ...爱情原本因该是幸福和快乐的你在努力给我这一切,但我却一直让你失望。我也会努力让我们的爱情幸福和快乐,也努力让你开心,也让我们长久。Dear, I ♥ You .
1 more week to 6th. (: